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As many of you know my dad passed away on Monday.  The furneral was today, and was by far the hardest thing I have ever went through.  Thank you sooo much to my blogging friends for all your kind words, prayers, and support.

I was talking with Veronica last night and I asked her what she thought pa pa was doing in heaven right this moment?  She said playing with our German Shepard Maverick that we lost almost 2 years ago.  Then I asked her what she thought pa pa's heaven was like?  I told her I thought there was alot of golf courses and he could have White Castle any time he wanted.  She laughed and added that there were alot of rivers and lakes with lots of fish in them.

What do you hope is in your heaven??

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iluvmygirlz read my blog view my photos
Sep 6, 2007 | 6:58 PM

I hope in my heaven my dad is there to greet me! I also hope my dogs from my childhood Princess and Sam, and our Maverick are there and knock me down because they have missed me so much. I hope there are fields full of dragon lilies as far as the eye can see. And music in the backround always so I can dance like no one is looking. And a beautiful gazebo where I can look down from heaven and watch my girls and their families.

superjaybrd read my blog view my photos
Sep 6, 2007 | 7:21 PM

All of my loved ones who have gone before me, including those who died before I was born.
I hope to be able to watch over my loved ones here on Earth and help to guide them on the journey of life.
If I make it there, I hope for serenity and peace which is almost impossible to find here on Earth.


Again, iluvmygirlz, please accept my deepest sympathy. I am truly sorry for your loss.

michelle4wellness read my blog view my photos
Sep 6, 2007 | 7:27 PM

I am so sorry to hear about your dad! Isn't blogging a great thing to do as "therapy" during hard times? This is a great blog idea, by the way.

Okay, my heaven would involve lots and lots of chocolate and of course, my butt would never get fat from eating it all the time!! I plan to spend lots of my free time (guess it's all "free" time!) hanging out with my best friend Rhonda who went there in 2001. I am excited to meet so many people from the Bible, like Paul and Job and David. My heaven will have lots of music and nonstop dancing...is that allowed in heaven?....and beautiful beaches where I can suntan all day and never even have to worry about skin cancer. And if I never get to meet Dolly Parton on this earth, I hope to eventually meet her there...we are just meant to be great friends!!
I have lots of questions to ask God, and plan to sit Him down and have a good little chat about it all.

michelle4wellness read my blog view my photos
Sep 6, 2007 | 7:29 PM

Superjay...you aren't going to have a problem "making it there"!

superjaybrd read my blog view my photos
Sep 6, 2007 | 8:36 PM

Michelle, I hope you're right...

superjaybrd read my blog view my photos
Sep 6, 2007 | 8:47 PM

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superjaybrd read my blog view my photos
Sep 6, 2007 | 8:54 PM

When my Grandma died, my aunt and I wondered if when you get to heaven you get to pick what age you are.

iluvmygirlz read my blog view my photos
Sep 6, 2007 | 9:08 PM

Thank you super J for that poem..It is really beautiful. Now if I could just stop crying!

Picking your age..that's a fun thought!! I have no idea what age I would be!

SERVANTOFCHRIST read my blog view my photos
Sep 6, 2007 | 9:35 PM

iluvmygirlz,
I am sorry for your loss and you have my deepest sympathy and I will keep you and your family in my prayers.

I have the faith to see your dad on the most beautiful golf course ever seen and the perfect fishing stream next to the 18th hole, where the gazebo stands and in the background the music is playing. And the dogs of your youth struggle to keep up with his pace.
And yes -- I see a field of dragon lillies!

GOD BLESS YOU

junonia read my blog view my photos
Sep 6, 2007 | 9:36 PM

That's a great poem, Jay. I would love to have a big family reunion with all my departed friends and relatives on a beautiful beach in my heaven. We would have a big banquet and play lots of games. I would love to be 28 again because that is when I had my firstborn and I feel that is when my life truly began. I would love to be able to whisper in all my friends and relatives ears on earth that there is nothing to fear from death. That I love them and that Heaven is truly a blast!

harp read my blog view my photos
Sep 6, 2007 | 10:21 PM

I belive heaven has grass the color of green you have never seen before and trees so perfect and lakes and river with water so blue and clean the sky full of fluffy white clouds and you can smell flowers of all kinds. You see people and all kinds animals living as one,no pain and lots and lots of love...
Words realy can't discribe it it something you have too see to belive. Anyways when I was in a coma I belive this is what I seen.....

rosie read my blog view my photos
Sep 6, 2007 | 10:25 PM

when my sister in law died suddenly at 27, it was such a shock that the whole family was delushinal... and her children were only 2 and 4.. that night i had to get outta the house we were all at because seeing my brother like that was unberable... when i walked over the hill from the house and was 2 blcks from mine there was an eeary breez and i kept to the tight right of the sidewalk cause it felt like someone was walking with me... i got the creeps and started running, when i got in my house i slamed and locked the door, and i never locked my door... i hurried and turned a small light on and turned and thought i seen brenda in my bedroom door smiling.... my heart was beating so hard i could accually hear it... i kept the tv on all nite and stayed on the couch.. when i woke about 4 am the tv was off and i dident remember turning it off, i turned to see what time it was and i swear i seen brenda again, in the door way of my bedroom and she was smiling and said, "guess what rosie, there are no bathrooms here, we dont need them"...........so what i would exspect to see would be all my family and friends who are there, of course, God, and nothing but pefection, and there better not be any bathrooms.

jeanette read my blog view my photos
Sep 7, 2007 | 7:37 AM

Oh!My a tough one.I hope there is no sickness and just a beautiful peaceful place with lots of happiness and getting along with one another.I think stay the age you are except you are refreshed with no pain and suffering.

Cuteypops read my blog view my photos
Sep 7, 2007 | 10:31 AM

In my heaven of course my loved ones would be there. There would be as much cheesecake and pepsi as I could eat and drink. Candy galore! I would live in a lighthouse on the ocean, so I could sit and watch the sunset everyday.

jana read my blog view my photos
Sep 7, 2007 | 1:25 PM

I truely mean it when I say that Iam here if you need to talk. Even though we have never met I feel your pain. It's a pain like no other. I find great comfort in talking to others that have lost a parent. They can totally relate to every emotion that I feel.
Talking helps both of us. So please if I can help just email me at myfoxfamily2@yahoo.com

You and your family are in my prayers

Peace sweetheart, Jana

jana read my blog view my photos
Sep 7, 2007 | 1:30 PM

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I love looking at the sky, its my passion! I look up sometimes and I swear its like a peak into Heaven itself. I took this photo from an airplane, and I felt like Heaven's door opened for just a moment in time.

jana read my blog view my photos
Sep 7, 2007 | 1:33 PM

So my story wouldn't be complete without saying.........When my day comes and Jesus welcomes me home, I can't wait to run into my Momma's arms and give her the biggest hug ever!

mr_wildflower read my blog view my photos
Sep 7, 2007 | 6:37 PM

Reading your blog this morning got me to thinking about my sister.... This afternoon I took a quick trip out to her grave and read the Lords prayer out loud.... Sometimes I sing it to her when I am there.... She wanted it placed on her grave and her request was at her funeral that everybody in attendance recite it... I find a lot of peace when I am there... I am hoping you will find the same peace too...

AMOM read my blog
Sep 10, 2007 | 8:37 PM

I had an out of body experience. I was at my mother's house spending the night.

When I woke up or became aware of it, I was about 20 feet above the ground just above the porch.

It was early morning and the sun was already up, and I could see better than I can see now, the sky was really blue and there was a slight breeze, because I could see the leaves gently moving.

I could hear better than I hear now. I didn't have any body, could not feel any hot or cold but was aware of my surroundings moved quickly into the bedroom to see myself in the bed. I did feel concern, because I knew that I had left the body.

I didn't know how to get back into my body and really didn't want to. It looked really white. About a month later, I had a heart attack and they had to thump it to get it going again.

Then an operation. So I assumed that I must have died and came back then. It is not scary at all, you just leave the body.

I was so stunned about it, that I wouldn't go back to my Mom's to stay all night after that.

jana read my blog view my photos
Sep 14, 2007 | 2:24 AM

I wanted to stop by and see how you are doing. You've been on my mind lots lately. If there is anything i can do please let me know.

peace, jana<3

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I love my girls just about sums it up. We have 2 girls, our oldest is 7 and the baby is 17 months old. I'm 29 years old and work for a major hospital in St. Louis. I just got into nursing school!!!! I start in the fall Needless to say I'm busy, but I do stop by once in awhile to say hi.

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