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by Mr_Sandman from Hazelwood

Last Post 521 days, 9 hours Ago


Somewhere between reality and dreams...I drift away
Days I have lived... from the past...come back to me
Haunting...that will never let me be

In my soul...guilt...for the things I could not change
A lump in my throat...as I sleep...as all the sadness begins to heap
Unable to stop these chains of events...I cannot breath

Understanding...comprehending...feeling...what any war truly is
My innocence...gone from me...all I trust...all that I was...just a memory...A monster for all to hate
Man...not meant for war...tries to rationalize...excuses the horrible...
...the cries...the screams...the anger...and tries to live his life..............in the end you can only run so far....but in the night ....like a sick parade that passed before my eyes...those days are played a thousand times over.
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Babujai read my blog view my photos
Jan 17, 2007 | 10:12 AM

I've seen a few of your posts. They make my heart hurt. Please collect and publish them.

carmellion read my blog view my photos
Mar 1, 2007 | 2:33 PM

niece poem, my brother is due to come back this month from Iraq for the third tour this war. i worry and pray for his frame of mind and his state of being. you pray also, these things to shall pass.

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Mr_Sandman

A 27 year old who recenlty returned from the war in Iraq. I served with the 101st Airborne division "Air Assault". I created this blog to raise public awareness of PTSD, "Post Traumatic Stress Disorder", and the effect it has on us soldiers when we return from war and are let loose back into the civilian world.

Member Since: 12/18/2006