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May 15, 2007 | 4:39 PM
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Depressed Happy right now. Yesterday, my mom said no to me going up to my girl's house, which I should be very sad about that, but I am not. My mom told her mom that she wouldn't let me go up there because we have never met their family in real life yet, so she was just being protective, which is understandable. However, she said that I will be able to still see her this summer when she comes to Kansas City for a Skillsusa Competition in the last few days of June. I should be able to talk to her for at least a couple of minutes face to face, and it'll be a gift from God if it's for the whole time she's here (except when it's her groups turn to do the presentation about their project.) Heck it's already a gift from God as it is for me still having her in my life and an actual solid chance for me to see her even if it is for an instant. They also have this thing called Skillsusa Night which is a night from which all the participants (and I also think guest and parents as well) can go to an amusement park all for themselves for about 4 hours and ride the rides and what not and I will be doing that if I am allowed to. Finally things are starting to look up for us and I am not telling her my plans until the last minute as a surprise (which I know she will be expecting lol). Anyway thanks for all your support Weatherman and everyone else, these last few months have been hard on her and I, but now we will have to see where this thing leads us and my mom might even allow me to go up there sometime later this summer after she meets her ^-^.

*UPDATE*

Went to K.C. and we didn't meet, but I got within 150 ft of her, so that counts for something eh? Considering that we are 1280 miles apart when she is at her house, thats pretty darn good for being told not to even try to see her in K.C.

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weatherman222 read my blog view my photos
May 15, 2007 | 5:18 PM

Congrats Lighting!!! It seems like things have a way of working themselves out. I really hope you will be able to meet her and spend some quality time with her. Once again good luck and God Bless.

BTW Lighting is some amazing stuff and it can obviously damaging. The storms we had today is currently causing quite a few outages across areas down south. Most of the damage has been related to lightning.
LightningStorm022 read my blog view my photos
May 15, 2007 | 7:19 PM

I concur with that my dad is still without power and Ameran, is to busy dealing with the major downed lines to deal with the last power pole on the line only supplying power to 2 families lol. I told him to make sure no one or nothing gets close to the live line and to turn off all appliances because the down line could be surging causing them to short circuit causing a fire. And thanks again, hopefully things continue to work out.
Doppler read my blog view my photos
May 16, 2007 | 2:17 PM

Lighting, my parents are the same way! But hey at least things are working out for you! And hopefully you get to meet her face to face. So good luck man!
weatherman222 read my blog view my photos
May 17, 2007 | 12:34 AM

Well lightning I mentioned earlier in the week how sad I was about some of the seniors leaving. I really have some amazing friends that are leaving including a girl that I really liked. Well tonight I finally went for it asked her out! So after several years of not having anything close to a relationship I finally have one. I'm really happy!!! She really is an amazing person and so glad I asked her. I will know a little better how things are since I'm a relationship now, so once again good luck with getting to meet her I really hope it works out.
LightningStorm022 read my blog view my photos
May 22, 2007 | 10:39 AM

That's awesome weatherman, sorry I haven't responded lately. I have been busy with exams XD. Anyway thats really cool and thanks, I need all the luck I can get. So far it is looking really really good so we shall see what happens a month from now.
weatherman222 read my blog view my photos
May 24, 2007 | 12:22 AM

Well things have changed for me. We went back to being just friends or as we call it "biggest friends" which we're so close anyways it really isn't too different. I think after being such close friends for awhile it made it kinda awkward to be boyfriend/girlfriend. But I'm glad things are back to the way they used to be. My exams are a thing of the past until next year being today was the last day of school. How much longer do you have to go? Anyway, I'll continue to hope things stay the coarse with you. So good luck!
LightningStorm022 read my blog view my photos
May 26, 2007 | 11:00 PM

I've been out since 23 lol and next year I won't have to take exams for senior year at least not the Spring Finals lol. So far they have been going good I suppose as good as they could be given the situation. Today we had a small fight about nothing really and it's all better now. My mom says we might not have enough money to go to K.C. and if that is the case I will be selling tons of my games and stuff that I don't want and maybe things that I still want to keep just so that I can see her. Today it is now officially less than a month away from when she will be here and I am actually getting nervous due to anticipation and not knowing if I will be able to go or not lol. I have to look around in my room to see what I can sell and I am going to sell one of my 2 calculators worth 100 dollars each on ebay lol. Got a few games that I can sell and I am not going to be giving out crappy scratched up games because I am not that type of person that would rip someone off. As for you and your friend thats good that things actually still worked out when you decided it would be best if both of you remained friends. Who knows maybe down the line it will work out, just like what is going on with me and my girl lol. Her and I are still very close, but lately she has been hanging out with her guy friends (which I don't mind one bit because I have talked to them) because this is her last summer to be with them before she goes to college and so on. So right now I am not able to talk to her all that much and some days not at all, but it is okay lol. Anyway good luck on the relations
LightningStorm022 read my blog view my photos
May 27, 2007 | 1:28 PM

Relationship and hopefully it will all work out in the end.
weatherman222 read my blog view my photos
May 27, 2007 | 4:07 PM

Thanks lightning!!! I'll be praying for your trip to KC and hope it can come about. Have a great summer!
LightningStorm022 read my blog view my photos
May 31, 2007 | 6:43 PM

You too, sorry I haven't responded again lol. I was at my dads for the weekend and came back last night. My mom said yes to me going so its defiantly a go, so I am really happy. Thanks again and I shall be praying for you as well.
LightningStorm022 read my blog view my photos
Jun 1, 2007 | 12:14 AM

Oh and doppler Sorry I didn't respond to yours I just noticed it today >.< XD. Thanks and yeah parents are a pain sometimes but you will need them for college money lol.
weatherman222 read my blog view my photos
Jun 7, 2007 | 9:35 PM

Well lightning I've only taken the ACT two times so I haven't had much time to raise my score but I received a 24.
LightningStorm022 read my blog view my photos
Jun 7, 2007 | 9:39 PM

Thats not bad at all, the average is 21 lol. I got a 25, but it should have been higher. I messed up big time on English and got a 20 on it.
On science I got a 24 and Math I got a 25. My reading was outstanding though. I got a 29 and the college I am looking into takes only the math and reading scores because that is what the SAT's consist of. So that is a big plus for me lol. My grades in high school are well below what it said mine should have been. It said I should have had a 3.15 and I barely have a 2.8 lol.
weatherman222 read my blog view my photos
Jun 7, 2007 | 11:50 PM

Congrats on your 25 BTW!!!! I really would like to get higher to help out with admissions and even more with scholarships. I guess your school must be on a different GPA scale, what exactly does 3.15 and 2.8 mean??
LightningStorm022 read my blog view my photos
Jun 8, 2007 | 12:31 AM

oh its the GPA but it isn't rounded. Basically a 2.8 is a 82 - 82.3% average and the 3.15 GPA on the act is a 84.9-85.5
weatherman222 read my blog view my photos
Jun 8, 2007 | 2:34 PM

Oh alright I understand. That's not all that terrible
weatherman222 read my blog view my photos
Jun 27, 2007 | 11:33 PM

Lightning how goes your summer??? Also how goes the relationship? I'm having a pretty good summer but it's very bitter sweet as probably the best person and girl to ever come into my life ( the one I went out with not to long ago) is getting ready to set off to college. I'm not holding it together very well thinking about it. I'm trying to spend as much time with her as possible, but It's never going to be enough. (yeah it's one of those type's... very special...) I don't know what to tell her to cover how much I will miss her and how much she means to me. I just don't know what I'll do with out her, I really don't want to lose her but I just know it's going to happen and I'll probably be left alone my entire life! I even have cried about her, I have never in my life cried about a girl until now. What is wrong with me!?!? Am I going crazy?!? Anyway I had to get that out there..... Have a great summer!
LightningStorm022 read my blog view my photos
Jun 28, 2007 | 10:43 PM

.... Got home today from Kansas City and ummm I never met her -_-. I got to within 150 feet of her, but I was in the car and she was in a bus. I didn't fallow her because I would have been classified as a stalker and I left it at that. I missed the golden opportunity yesterday. Her competition was yesterday and I thought it was today, so I missed it and now I am kinda upset at myself lol. She wants to talk to me though because she told me not to even try going, but I wasn't about to pass it up, not after waiting 2 years to even get within feet of her. Guess that might actually turn out to be a good thing so we shall see. And now it seems like we both are in the same boat, the girl's that we are in love with are going to college and I am exactly the same way right now. I started to cry for about 30 mins while I was in Kingdom City at my aunts....I tend to cry when I am very emotional and its not a bad thing either lol. I am sensitive like that.
LightningStorm022 read my blog view my photos
Jun 28, 2007 | 10:48 PM

Also, just flat out tell her how you feel. I am planning on doing that really soon after I get home from Florida. Going down there on the 5th - 16th with my dad, so I should have a blast. And about losing her, I am with you. I am scared to death right now because I am afraid I have lost the only opportunity I had to meet her and set things straight. All I know is I got to within 150 ft of her today, so things are actually starting to turn around for me. The girl I like is my soul mate and I swear by that, tonight I said if my application to a college near her doesn't work out then it wasn't meant to be. Once when I said that my heart hurt like hell and I almost started to cry because of it.
LightningStorm022 read my blog view my photos
Jun 28, 2007 | 10:55 PM

And Kelsey is the only girl that I have cried about too, so maybe it's a sign same goes for you. Her and I broke up 2 weeks ago before the K.C. thing because we fought over it and I thought for sure that was the end between me and her forever. However, she continues to wear a heart-shaped locket I got her customized with k&k forever on it, so that proves she is still holding on. And as long as she wears that, I still have a flying chance. Whatever you do, don't give up on her. IMO it is the last thing you want to do and you'll regret it. Keep talking to her when she is in college and make sure that she knows that you still care for her. We both need to wait 1 more year to see what will happen and I pray to God for the both of us that they can wait that long. I am actually sending in my application to that college after 1st quarter, with my new act scores when I take it this coming fall, in September. One last thing, ask her how she feels about you. Obviously there is something there, or else you two wouldn't have went out. Just have faith....I still do after things keep going not according to plan, yet some how I get closer with each try.
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I am completely settled here in Daytona Beach, FL. Amazing weather abound ^o^. I will keep in touch the best I can and track the weather in St. Louis. P.S. Go Cardinals and well wishes to everyone in St. Louis.

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