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by LightningStorm022 from Ormond Beach, FL

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Is very very very very very depressed right now
May 10, 2007 | 10:49 PM
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I won't be sleeping tonight and as of now my life has fallen apart.  The girl that I had counted on and thought would never lie to me has done so and she has fallen over another guy.  My guess is is that she broke up with me just because she wanted to be with him.....  I am not going up to her place anymore and I don't even want to talk to her...... *has emotional breakdown*  God has been cruel to me yet again, just like last year and now he has dealt the final and severe blow to me.  It is not his fault though, it is to make me stronger, but as of now my life is spinning out of control and is headed for a burning crash to the ground...... I still love her and I can't let her go ......
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weatherman222 read my blog view my photos
May 11, 2007 | 12:21 AM

I'm really sorry to hear about this lightning! It doesn't sound like this one is going to end well. But who knows! Or you never know this could be God's way to bring someone new into your life!

I myself have been feeling down lately. I have strengthened my friendship with several seniors through their time in high school. They have very few days left of school and I don't know what I'll do with out seeing them. I'm going to miss them so much. I hope I'll get to hang out with them during the summer!
jeanette read my blog view my photos
May 11, 2007 | 5:56 AM

Oh I am sorry about your troubles.But sometimes things happen for the best.Even tho we can't see that at the time.Good luck something better is out there for you most likely.
LightningStorm022 read my blog view my photos
May 11, 2007 | 6:53 AM

Thanks for caring.... yeah I didn't even sleep last night, tried to but failed. And I know how you are feeling weatherman, today is our seniors last day of school and I won't be going today. I hope someone is out there for me, but right now I really need to talk to her and find out why the heck did she lie to me in the first place.
harp read my blog view my photos
May 11, 2007 | 1:48 PM

Sorry about that but remember there is more than one fish out there.
This gal was not for you your number one love is still out there just keep looking........
LightningStorm022 read my blog view my photos
May 11, 2007 | 5:09 PM

Aww thanks harp and you are right about that. I am just going to talk to her when she gets home today and we will see what she wants to do. If she would rather just stop talking to me then I am cool with that. If she wants to remain friends then I will do that, because right now I am not totally giving up hope just yet. But most likely I will be sometime this weekend so we shall see.
harp read my blog view my photos
May 12, 2007 | 2:33 PM

Good Luck LightningStorm.....
weatherman222 read my blog view my photos
May 12, 2007 | 8:28 PM

Any info lighting? Could things smooth out between you two again or do you think that you may have to move on??

Last night was one of the hardest nights yet, our last choir concert where the seniors were honored. Really tough to hold back the tears. So many good friends and good memories with this out going class. I just don't know what I'll do with out them. Hope things clear up for you lightning! I just don't like being sad!
LightningStorm022 read my blog view my photos
May 12, 2007 | 9:18 PM

Yeah everything is cool now and it actually was in the first place .... -_-. She was actually messing around with her friends and saying that she liked one of them lol. To me it didn't look like that, but now everything is fine. The reason why I didn't post this last night was because right when I heard her say that wasn't the case I basically fell asleep within 5 mins after that lol. I slept from 10:20 last night until 10 am exactly this morning without waking up once. So yeah I am happy again and thanks for all the support ^-^. Hopefully this doesn't happen again.... but yeah next time I won't be jumping to conclusions that's for sure.
LightningStorm022 read my blog view my photos
May 12, 2007 | 9:19 PM

By the way, I hope you will be able to keep in contact with them when you are in college because I know I will be trying with my senior friends, who I didn't get to see on their last day of school due to me being stressed out and sick -_-. O well I have talked to them on aim and xfire so its all good.
weatherman222 read my blog view my photos
May 13, 2007 | 12:15 AM

That's good news lightning!!! I hope I will be able to as well. Since I have a myspace now and I'm finally getting a real cell phone I hope we can keep connected. Also if you don't mind me asking, have you been able to secure a plan to go visit this girl??
LightningStorm022 read my blog view my photos
May 13, 2007 | 9:00 AM

Not yet, but hopefully tomorrow. We shall see and right now it is looking good. It would happen in less than 26 days now if I do end up going, but until I know for sure I am not getting all excited about it like I did last year (long story and has to do with the divorce thingy.)
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